How hard can it be?

hey bloggers, today I have one question to ask you: How hard can it be? How hard can it be to manage a boyfriend and constant travelling? Well, I am on the move again, leaving my boyfriend behind, I miss him so much, and I dont know how much longer I can deal with this. I mean I love him and I cant see him or talk to him, it feels like I am on one side of a wall, and him on the other, I feel like I can't do anything, I feel heart-broken! Well, I am gone all the way through Christmas Break, and the beginning of school in 2006. I am worried that he will find someone else, and completely forget about me, thinking that I am just some stupid crush. I am worried, all I can do is send him e-mails and call him once in a while, but my mom gets mad at me for calling long distance phone calls. Well, I have to go and get ready to leave to go babysitting, but I will be back later on.